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24 Dec : Women Complicated
written on Thursday 24 December 2015 @ 08:07 ✈
Ha malam-malam nie meh kita feel sikit. Tentang hati perempuan... Ecewahhh
Ramai orang cakap and banyak quotes tentang perempuan. We're complicated. And yes 100% Zira agree! Kenapa? Zira pun dah alami banyak kali ..haha..Teruk kan?
The simple thing pon nak gaduh... Isk.. teruk sangat.
Okay nak senang, Zira bagi my own situation la kan.
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Dah pukul 12 malam lebih. Zira pon call la dia kan.. Sebab dah tunggu 20 minit punya mesej tapi tak ada respon pon. Sekali dia angkat, katanya tertidur. Okeh lagi. Lepas tuh, dia tanya la, nak mesej lagi or tidur.. Zira jawab la tidur tapi dia balas macam tak happy.
And my mood suddenly change too. Iyea la...dia tanya, kita jawab la kan..Bila kita dah jawab, dah dia terasa pulak.. Adoih...lepas tu balas la acuh tak acuh and lastly ended up hang up je. Zira expect lepas letak telefon tuh, ada la ha dia nak hantar mesej cakap good night. Tapi tak ada..
Ha mula la detik itu.. As a girl (not matured yet to be a woman), Zira buat-buat hantar mesej dekat dia cakap "Sory ganggu" ..ayat selalu kalau dah terasa. Dan bermulalah kami gaduh.
Daripada main point dia terasa sebab tak hantar mesej , sampai la isu2 terdahulu..ha gituuuuuuu
Mula mula boleh la cool lagi.. dah lama tuh, hati perempuan dah naik "tok syeikh". Mula la pikir bukan-bukan..Buat ayat pasrah. Membebel panjang2.. Tapi tak ada respon..
He just said.." Ooo okeh baek ". And I was like?????
Eh hello... Kita punya panjang lebar, bagitahu luah perasaan ..kenapa terasa bagai.. Tapi dia tak rasa apa. Lepas tu siap kata lagi, nak mintak jawab macam mana???
Allah...menyirap uols darah Zira. Bila emosi kuasai diri. Mula la cakap pelik -pelik... dan berterusan until Zira cakap sesuatu yang kurang menyenangkan. Hemmm.....
End up.. satu hari nie kami tak mesej. Zira tengok je whatsapp, dia last seen every 2 hours.
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24 Dec : Women Complicated
written on Thursday 24 December 2015 @ 08:07 ✈
Ha malam-malam nie meh kita feel sikit. Tentang hati perempuan... Ecewahhh
Ramai orang cakap and banyak quotes tentang perempuan. We're complicated. And yes 100% Zira agree! Kenapa? Zira pun dah alami banyak kali ..haha..Teruk kan?
The simple thing pon nak gaduh... Isk.. teruk sangat.
Okay nak senang, Zira bagi my own situation la kan.
**
Dah pukul 12 malam lebih. Zira pon call la dia kan.. Sebab dah tunggu 20 minit punya mesej tapi tak ada respon pon. Sekali dia angkat, katanya tertidur. Okeh lagi. Lepas tuh, dia tanya la, nak mesej lagi or tidur.. Zira jawab la tidur tapi dia balas macam tak happy.
And my mood suddenly change too. Iyea la...dia tanya, kita jawab la kan..Bila kita dah jawab, dah dia terasa pulak.. Adoih...lepas tu balas la acuh tak acuh and lastly ended up hang up je. Zira expect lepas letak telefon tuh, ada la ha dia nak hantar mesej cakap good night. Tapi tak ada..
Ha mula la detik itu.. As a girl (not matured yet to be a woman), Zira buat-buat hantar mesej dekat dia cakap "Sory ganggu" ..ayat selalu kalau dah terasa. Dan bermulalah kami gaduh.
Daripada main point dia terasa sebab tak hantar mesej , sampai la isu2 terdahulu..ha gituuuuuuu
Mula mula boleh la cool lagi.. dah lama tuh, hati perempuan dah naik "tok syeikh". Mula la pikir bukan-bukan..Buat ayat pasrah. Membebel panjang2.. Tapi tak ada respon..
He just said.." Ooo okeh baek ". And I was like?????
Eh hello... Kita punya panjang lebar, bagitahu luah perasaan ..kenapa terasa bagai.. Tapi dia tak rasa apa. Lepas tu siap kata lagi, nak mintak jawab macam mana???
Allah...menyirap uols darah Zira. Bila emosi kuasai diri. Mula la cakap pelik -pelik... dan berterusan until Zira cakap sesuatu yang kurang menyenangkan. Hemmm.....
End up.. satu hari nie kami tak mesej. Zira tengok je whatsapp, dia last seen every 2 hours.
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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